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I found out a few months ago that I am now currently 5 months pregnant, Hence the reason why I was so sick in the past few months.
I am very excited. . .I will let everyone know if it is a boy or a girl.
I probably don't have many followers anymore due to my lack of being online. .
But my internet has been off. It's on now and I will be on more often.
When the baby is born there will be many pictures and I can not wait for it.
-Holly White
I am very excited. . .I will let everyone know if it is a boy or a girl.
I probably don't have many followers anymore due to my lack of being online. .
But my internet has been off. It's on now and I will be on more often.
When the baby is born there will be many pictures and I can not wait for it.
-Holly White
Monsters
Monsters looking through the window,
Lurking in the shadows of the moons peek.
I try to succeed but they push me off my feet,
The person I am today finally takes its defeat.
Monsters wondering through my head making me go mad,
Twisting and turning my insides out,
Always putting thoughts of fear and doubt.
My innocence is pleasure for the un pure,
An attempt to corrupt and make me endure.
The innocence they crave and lust to be unlike the rest,
To not be a clone in sea of faces never to rest.
Lost in wonder,
Lost in the fear of not knowing what happens when you die,
Don't fear the reaper?
With that quote I dig deeper.
Monste
Fear
Iv been in fear a lot lately
Maybe I'm just seeking safety,
Maybe I'm just a fool,
Who never realizes fear just a is a tool.
I lay in bed and think for hours,
I make my self exhausted thinking these things,
Who is there to blame?
Should I just hide in shame?
Where is my courage, My faith in something?
Why can't I just fear nothing.
These people seem so happy,
Not a care in the world, they bathe there self in diamonds and perls.
Undeserving of a brain, They deserve the fear and shame...
Unable to reach out and explain
I hide behind this mask of pain,
With a smile painted bright on the face
and a tear fallen behind its porcel
Midnight grey
I sat in the silence of the night,
I heard my heart beating and
then truly knew I was alive.
The world around me burns
down softly leaving little
evidence of the past behind.
Searching so blindly in the realm
of disbelief I never knew how
much I hated thinking about it,
Even brief.
Those days that went
astray and I never looked away
to see true reality in the
midnight grey.
From here I wonder, I pender and I ponder .
Forever looking for you, as you left
my memories , you left astray.
-Holly White
From the heart
3:50am
So many words left unspoken,So many feelings so many emotions. I try to be humble and cautious Tremble with forbidden love,Heart beats slower...And never faster. I lay here and look at the sky,Hoping you are to, Whisper to the stars, close your eyes. Stars are kinda like life, love burning bright But before you know it the star starts to die.Dimmer and dimmer this fire can't keep us alive. Self destruction , Destine to happen, Can't stop it now. Turn back time, See the smiles..See the love burning bright. These memories hold me together, And tear me apart. Long nights linger,Silence on the other end. Push the button of desperation, N
© 2013 - 2024 HollyBlushedRed
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Oh wow!! That's a great news!! Congratulations!!!